I'm starting lead teaching on monday. meaning, i'm no longer an assistant, clicking and invigilating. i teach directly. higher pay, but more prone to stress.
speaking about stress, i was just thinking about it. the more i thought about how i'm gonna stand in front of a class and find things to say - whether i'll stumble and say wrong stuff etc - the more i feel the stress.
UNTIL ... a voice
"seriously, like, how bad can things get? at most kena fired la ! chey if so stress then no point working right? "
so, if i'm not even afraid of getting fired, why should i be stressed? just walk in, do what needs to be done, care not about how i performed, and leave. if i did well, good. if not, learn lor... stress not. haha !
33.5 bucks an hour. just do it. i've always been good at smoking my way through anyway (:
phew. now i can have a restful weekend (:
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