Your Name

I've never felt lousier in a long time .

Said stupid stuff today . Did silly actions too . I'd like to excuse it as due to a lack of sleep, but I know I can't excuse myself for not exercising self-control . it's a fruit of the Spirit after all, so if I had the Spirit in me I should still have been sane right?

I'm messed up. I feel like crap. I feel like slapping myself, been calling myself "dumb" or "stupid" or "silly" under my breath a thousand times. I wish I don't have to face those whom I've let down again, but I know it's not realistic.

I feel lousy.

but

Your Name is a strong and mighty tower
Your Name is a shelter like no other
Your Name let the nations sing it louder
'Cause nothing has the power to save... but Your Name

I can be saved. I am safe. I can feel restored almost immediately.

'Cause Your Name...