hey, i watched you grow up. today, when i saw you at dinner, i realised you looked so much like your mum, and you're becoming prettier (: it always delights me to see you. for one, you really resemble someone whom i've liked before. not that i like you in that way (we're blood related) but it just that it makes my heart so much more tender towards you, cos of your personality and such.

you know, it really saddened my heart to suddenly hear you throw an "f" when you lost a game just now. you're supposed to be a treasure in the family. you are a treasured sister to me, and i try to show that each time our families gather. maybe you're growing older, and in a girls school culture is just as such, but i hope and pray to God that you will be different. and i hope that one day you will enter into a glorious relationship with our true Father, who has created you to be a princess (:

Lord, I pray that in this Chinese New Year I will get to shine Your light into my family and friends. may they grow one step closer to knowing You cos they have seen me living out in light. and I pray for her, whom You've placed so deeply in my heart, that she'll realise what a treasure she is in Your sight and put off the ways of the world. would you cover her, O Lord. win her over.

I love you, Sushan.