its about time love messages like this are dedicated to you, God.
i guess there's none that can be there for me like you.
i remember 4 years ago, about this time, i was at the worst point in my life. ending my life never seemed so attractive an option. but You sustained me. through my loneliness and tears You walked with me and built me up to what i am today.
You've added many people to my life since then. some i'm closer to, some i'm not, some i'm not so close to anymore, and so on. in essence, You've added companionship into my life.
but in times like today, i come back to realise that the dry loneliness doesn't really leave me. sure my friends are good to talk to. sure its good to have people to think about and make plans around. but i always come back to the place where i'm reminded that at the end of it all, this road that i'm walking is between You and me only.

its You and i against the world, after all (:
i love You, Lord.
and bless ALL my relationships so that Your glory can be seen through each one of them(:



and you. i think you're really beautiful and approachable and friendly, and i'm captivated by the person that you are. but i don't know if i'm up to it. i feel like i'm ready. i'm 23. of cos its not just a matter of age. but yeah, i think i'm ready, but i'm still hesitant. i don't think God has any objections to anything at this point, but i think i should continue to wait for a wee bit longer. wanna take some time to build closer ties on the friendship level. i think our friendship as of now is good, but i'd like to, erm, know you better and stuff. hope to be able to ask you out soon(: