we've been friends these many years. i remember how several years ago we were able to talk and laugh and share deeper things. but somehow as we grew older, you began to change, such that today, i don't really know even how to say hi to you. i still treasure you as a friend. you know, it pained me when you couldn't reach your dreams in uni, and i was happy when i heard that you had found a path to fulfil your dream, although i don't say it. cos i really don't know how.

it really pains me to see things like that. i don't really blame you for changing, for that's what growing up is supposed to be about i guess. and you're still serving God in church, so i suppose you're still okay overall. but how i wish i could tell you that i really want to be friends like before. maybe i'm being overly sentimental about friendships and you might think that i should move on. maybe i don't understand what you're going through. i don't think i do anyway. but i'll continue praying to God to restore this friendship that really meant a lot to me, especially during my army days. He's restored relationships in my life before, and i'm trusting Him to do the same to this one.