Can't focus on assignment. 2000 words due on Sunday. Original target was to finish by friday so that I can focus on the weekend. But seems like I've to delay till saturday.

sigh... I keep feeling the raging within my spirit. Its like, I can't focus on anything other than wanting to cry for help... its like I keep crying and crying, and healing comes, and I still keep pressing in and needing more... singing song after song, trying to reconnect to His presence... The pathway of worship is paved with perseverance.

But its a good place to be I guess, cause it definitely beats being occupied with gaming addiction or lustful temptations. But still, the groanings are real. Trying to figure what He is saying in this season. I'm banking on His provision, cos if this goes on I don't know whether I can finish my work on time.

One thing good, tho, is that projects are ending, so no work already. Good and bad. I've got time to do schoolwork and other stuff, but also... no pay D:

so here's what my assignment looks like after 1 whole thursday's worth of effort at around 10 plus in the night:

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I know... I'm so dead right? Losing to hardworking secondary school kids who can whip up an essay in 1 hour in the middle of the night just to make sure they don't get into trouble with their teachers the next day.

I need to be saved. Daily.